The Blur Between Me and Me

I’m in a dizzying haze of contradictions.

My world is blurry and too much and all at once.

I am lost in myself again, wondering which way is up and who I can trust

(the “who” in question being me, myself, or I).

I struggle to see the light of day through the cracks in my dark, star-covered night.

I struggle to swim in the smooth waters of my own soul